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Monday, November 17, 2003

4:43AM - writing a paper

i know i haven't updated in awhile, but i thought hey....i'm writing a paper, it's 4:45 in the morning, i haven't slept yet, i'm twitching from all the caffeine, and fuck....i need a break from writing....so yeah, here i am. just spent a massive amount of time reading my friends page, months and months worth of entries. damn you livejournal....i should be writing my damn paper!!

but anywhoo, just wanted to say hi to you all. missin people from home like crazy lately.

Kaitlin, i love you. you need to call me, or write me, or something!! i miss you so much babe. i hope you are doing well.

gotta go, paper time. BLARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: stressed
Current music: nothing at all.....katie and b are snoozin'......bastards :)

Friday, May 30, 2003

2:26AM - been awhile, eh?

"you're so bad, best i ever had. in a world gone bad, you're so bad."

i'm bored, and awake. and honestly, i just wrote for like an hour straight, so i don't think i'm really gunna update. just kinda feel like typing. keeping myself moving. alive.

didn't really want that last entry to still be up there at the top of my page either, i'm sick of lookin at it. just reminds me of bender....which doesn't make me feel any better.

ohh yeah, forgot to tell you kids....i have mono. i've had it for about a week now, and i can't return to work for another week or so. so, pretty much, i'm going crazy at home. yeah, it sucks. big time. if you can help it, don't ever get mono. no fun. (except for the codine) haha

yeah, that's all i can pull together right now. i've kind of gone back to yer standard journal, ya know like....sit down with a journal and a pen, and actually....oh i dunno.....write. so, that's kinda why i haven't been updating quite as much. and, until about a week ago, i was mighty busy. and ofcourse, the most obvious reason, my life is boring and i know i wouldn't read about it, so why should you guys have to, eh?!

well, i hope everyone is doing well, and having an enjoyable summer thus far.

ohh yeah, almost forgot. Congratulations to my graduates at Mercy and UofD. I'm so proud of you guys. I'm sorry I wasn't able to come to the ceremonies, but i'm sure you all did well walking and whatnot. Right now....you should all be at Senior All Night Party. ROCK ON!! have fun, and get some sleep tomorrow, er today, whatever. take care my sweet ones.

okay goodnight kids. sweet dreams. take care of yourselves, and make some money, since i know i'm not. grr. later

Current mood: discontent
Current music: you're so bad -- tom petty

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

2:18AM - away message conversations

My away message: econ can suck my dick. spanish can lick my clit.

Levi's away message: Hello....my name is spanish.



and now for something completely different....

I HATE FINALS!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: amused
Current music: ave maria (how ironic)

Thursday, April 24, 2003

Tuesday, April 8, 2003

1:05PM - thanks steve, you always seem to have the answer

Raw love, brought about from sheer ecstasy or depression, raw love where there is no pre-conditioned thought, but merely the will for the others good and the pouring of one's entire being into that will, that is the basis from which we can judge our scriptures, tradition, and church. Love, in its most raw form, recognizes one's own desires, and one's own will for the good of another, and still avows to give oneself up for the other. If one truly loves, as all people are capable of, then one can come to see the Way taught by Jesus Christ. If one truly loves, then one can come to see the Truth of Christianity. And if one can truly love, then one can see the Light with which the true Catholic illuminates the world.


katie, i love you. talk to me. please.

Current mood: worried
Current music: lightning crashes -- live

Thursday, April 3, 2003

12:01PM - pink makes the boys wink

well, hello kids. it's been awhile since i updated last, so i thought maybe i would. don't really have anything better to do right now anyways.

well, i had a really great weekend. kels came up on friday night, and she and katie and i went to the club. oh man, it was some MUCH needed dancing. i had so much fun. we all did. kels spent the night, and we slept in on saturday. then we ate some lunch, and watched a movie. it was so nice spending some time with her. like, just one on one. i miss her.

then on saturday, instead of writing my 202 paper, i called kels and kelbel and asked if they wanted to go to the club, AGAIN!! they are so great, they jumped in their car, and drove up. it was awesome. saturday night the club was even better than friday, the music was alot better. and i fell in love with the fan. :) katie came too, it was so much fun. the four of us were too intimidating. heheh. it was good times. seriously. i needed a weekend of dancing. but, DAMN, my legs hurt on sunday!! hehe.

so, sunday was a pretty chill day, for most of the day. katie, maureen and i lounged around. watched the basketball game, we didnt win. no good. we went to panera and got some dinner. yum yum. delish soup!

after the game ended, we went over to cedar village and around campus to see if there was any riot action. when we went, there was a small group gathering, but nothing major yet. we found out later, the major riot action (tear gas and everything, DAMN!) started about 20 minutes after we left.

so, got back to case, and katie and i started on our 202 papers. i finished mine at about 2 a.m. not too bad. it wasn't half bad either. thank goodness.

so, monday was an okay day. missed econ to sleep. then went to lecture and turned in my paper. prof. iheduru was lecturing, i LOVE that guy! he's awesome.

then i ate lunch with katie, and then we headed to the library. she was working, and i had to do some major research. and then i went to spanish class. after class, i came back to case, and ate some dinner. then, i convinced tim to drive me to the lansing public library. i had to get children's books for my research project, and the msu doesn't have a children's section. who woulda thunk?

so, katie came too, THANK GOODNESS! we got slurpees, and ransacked the east lansing public libraries children's section. it was actually alot of fun. got back from that, and wrote yet another paper. got to bed about 2:30.

tuesday was okay. went to my writing class, turned in my paper. then, i napped for a bit. woke up late for my next class, but i still went. then i fucked around for a bit, and then went to spanish class.

tuesday night was good times. we had to watch a movie, "the three faces of eve", for my writing class. it was actually quite good. then, i had therapy. therapy was really good this week. like, really good. :) then, maureen and i had daiquri night!! oh man, good times. we watched a flik. we have some prime quotes from the evening too. quotes of the night: "it's better when you don't have to waste any on a virgin" --yeah yeah, that was me

"i know this is going to sound like a drunken thought, but....if we got ass as much as we drank daiquiri's, we'd be happy women" --my lovely roomate

"i get better as i go down" --maureen

so yeah, we had fun. got to bed kinda early, like 1:30ish i think. it was nice.

yesterday was definately the highlite of the week though, i'd say. i went to econ, and lecture. ate lunch, and then chilled in my room for a bit. katie and i watched some tv, and played some speed. i'm almost up to 300 games that i've won!! yaya!! yes yes, i am a big ass loser.

oh, gotta run to lunch. i'll finish this when i get back. sorry kids!!

Current mood: hungry
Current music: another girls paradise -- tori amos

Tuesday, April 1, 2003

Friday, March 28, 2003

1:16AM

here i am...sitting in my room with katie and maureen, and all i feel is lonely.

Current mood: lonely
Current music: -cheers is on-

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

1:36AM

i'm in a weird mood. just thought i'd keep you all updated. take care.

Thursday, March 20, 2003

8:46PM - oh man, this makes me sad

"lets never talk about this again,

because i didn't want it to mean

this much to me"

you have a problem talking about something that

means a lot to you. but you wish it really
didnt.

you're the type of person who avoids

the things that shouldn't be avoided



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Wednesday, March 19, 2003

10:04AM

rest in peace, father torina. we all miss you very much. everything i do today, i do in your honor.

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

12:44AM - Footloose!!

hiya kids, i just remembered that this is hell-week (a very exciting time, perhaps my favorite time of the entire musical). well, anyways, to all my fellow harlequins, still in the the shows, i wish you best of luck this week!! i'm very excited to see the fruits of your labor. unfortunately, i can't be there for opening night, i am sorry. but, i'll be there cheering ya on saturday evening (NO PRESSURE!!!) :)

anywhoo, i was just thinking about you kids. take care, enjoy yourselves, and for all my seniors this year -- MAKE THE MOST OF THIS WEEK, stay as late as you can, and don't complain about the lack of sleep, celebrate the good times!

i love you kids. all of you. harlequins forever!!

Current mood: nostalgic
Current music: get me away, i'm dying -- belle and sabastian

Monday, March 17, 2003

8:46PM - the fight continues!!

i just had to announce the biggest event of the year -- no, i'm not talking about the war in iraq, i'm talking about the speed war, the daily struggle between katie and myself. yes kids, today will be marked in history.

MARY H. BRADY IS NOW AT 200 GAMES OF SPEED!! that's just how many i've won, let alone all the ones katie has won. for more info, check out my profile.

i'm such a dork.

Current mood: dorky
Current music: sugar never tasted so good -- the white stripes

5:40PM - ALMOST FORGOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONLY 4 MORE DAYS TILL R.E.N.T.!!!!!! me so excited. SO excited!! and then the musical, it's gunna be a great weekend, i can feel it!! yay!

okay, later kids.

Current mood: excited
Current music: ::see below::

5:15PM - ~peace is power~

hiya kids!! man, this is gunna be the update of a life-time. hopefully i will have enough time to finish it, i've got about 45 minutes, so i should be okay.

well, i have been doing really really well. i know i haven't updated lately, i'm sure none of you really care. but, here is the story of my life for the past3 or 4 days.

well, friday was fantastic. kody had a kick-ass party at his house on beal street. EVERYONE was there. it was awesome. like, all of 5 north, and then a shit load of girls that i know. i ran into mandy paige!! and 'lil DEBBIE!! who i haven't seen in a LONG time. it was very good times. katie got me home on friday, me and about 10 or 15 other people in our group. we got some jimmy johns, and then i slept in katie's room (liz was gone for the weekend). so yes, katie helped me out. as usual. thank you, sweetheart.

saturday was a great day too!! it was GORGEOUS outside!! just beautiful, our first really really nice day. will, greg, nels, ryan, and i went to the capital for the peace rally. it was a decent turn-out, but nothing like that first one in february. but yeah, it was really a nice time. ran in to a few people i know while there. saw amanda too, that is always nice.

so yeah, got back from there, and i was quite sleepy. ate with the boys in the caf, and then hit the hay. i slept for 3 hours or something. got up around 8, and i was ready for another night. a bunch of katie's friends were in town, and so she invited me to go party with all of them at her friend jeff's house on bailey street. it was fun, they are all really really nice people (which doesn't exactly surprise me, cause why would she hang out with shitty people, eh?). so yeah, katie took her first shot ever! it was pretty exciting, but then we started playing this drinking game, and things got messy. i'll leave it at that. but yeah, i did have a good time. unfortunately, i left an entire pack of smokes there, but it's all good. they were not my priority.

so yeah, i slept in katie's room again saturday night. well, didn't really SLEEP too much, but i did get some zzz's. we got up around 11:30, headed up to my room, took a shower, ate some lunch in the caf, and then katie and i headed to the library. she had to work and do some research. i did a SHITLOAD of spanish hw. almost entirely caught up now. YAY for me!!!

sunday was a beautiful day too. i wore a skirt, flip-flops and a beater. oh man, it was nice. good times. we were at the library for a few hours. ran in to jason there, and we walked back with him.

when i got back, greg, sam, will, nels, and i all headed up to jason's room. we had alittle chat. it was a good start. i hope that things can be better now. they were last night, so we will see. i sure hope so.

after that, i ate some soup and did some reading. watched simpsons, and then katie and maureen showed up. we headed out to get some food. i didn't get food, but i got ice-cream!! yay!! so delish. hadnt had real ice-cream in awhile, i don't think.

so yeah, then i headed to the 2south lounge. sam, greg, and jason were all there. craziness!! so we hung out, studied alittle, walked on the roof (that was kick ass), chatted about dreams and sex and boys (and girls too) :) then my buddy matt showed up. he hung out with us for a bit. i did some more reading, and then about 12:30 i headed down to katie's room.

we played a few games of speed. it had been awhile. seriously. so yeah, that was interesting. i was being weird last night. like, not bad, just weird. so we chatted for alittle bit, just chilled.

then i came back to my room, showered, and hung out. maureen was watching "french kiss" with meg ryan. yeah, so, i yacked a bit online, and then pretty much headed off to bed.

TODAY IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, it's 5:30p.m. and it's 67 fucking degrees out!! how killer is that?!?!?!? yeah, so today has been a great day. katie is so right, weather really does make a difference in people's dispositions. a big one.

went to econ (i was alittle late, oops). then to lecture, good speaker today. then ate in the caf with katie and matt. katie and i played a few games of speed in my room, and then we headed to the library. she worked. i did another SHITLOAD of spanish. but yeah, it felt really good.

then i headed to spanish class. it was a good one today. andrizzall was not in a good mood though. narf! ah well. it wasn't bad. walked out of spanish class, and katie was there. it was nice of her to come. we walked back from berkey together. GOD, it is SO NICE. there are just SO MANY people outside, finally done hibernating, it's great!! it's sunny, people are playing ultimate frisbee in the muddy field outside my window. i can hear them now. it's just so peaceful, so nice.

so yeah, katie and i walked back bare-foot. that was awesome!! hadn't done that in awhile. good times.

so, here i am. it's probably been the best St. Patrick's Day ever!!! seriously. oh funny though, everyone in my spanish class was wasted. it's pretty crazy, but i was amused.

katie and i are gunna go grab some food in alittle bit and then i gotta write a rough draft for my writing class. then, prolly hang out up on 5 for a bit, atleast that is my plan.

alright kids, GET OUTSIDE!! i hope it is as gorgeous wherever you are as it is here. hehe.

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY!!!! have a great one, and be safe!!

love you all very much, take care, and have a FANTASTIC day!! later kids.

Current mood: cheerful
Current music: "you can call me al" -- paul simon

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

6:15PM - hmm.....uhh.....YEAH RIGHT!?!?!?! wait, er.....RIGHT. that's right, right???

I'm a Studious Girl. You borrow my notes when you
miss class. You want me to join your study
groups. I make good grades, or at least, I
give it my best try. Sometimes I'm stressed
out because I take on too much.


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1:19AM - "at last nothing is as sacred as the integrity of your own mind"

yay for emerson, what a great man.

so yeah, today was pretty uneventful. went to my writing class first thing. pretty good class today. got new groups, which was a good thing.

after class, katie and i went to the caf to eat lunch. ended up seeing jason and sitting with him. he seems so down. narf.

katie and i had alittle chat. not nearly sufficient, but it was okay. then she went to class.

well kids, here is the big boo-boo of mary's day. i took a nap and missed both my 202 section and spanish class. this is not a good thing. i missed spanish yesterday too. no good man, no good. i was quite upset with myself.

after i woke up, around 4ish, i went down to katie's room, played alittle speed action. good times. i'm addicted.

then i went to honors option for 2 and half hours. good discussion. really good. we talked about one flew over the cuckoos nest, both the novel and the film. i love both, so that was good times. ate some really nasty pizza too.

after that i headed back to the room. kinda just fucked around for a bit, hit up sparty's and stared in awe at the variety of pop, WHICH I COULD NOT GET! DAMN! so hard.

yeah, then i had therapy for an hour. it was a good one. honestly, i was feeling pretty good when that was over with. but then....i dunno. i got weird.

went up and visited jason for a bit. that was enjoyable. i don't see him much anymore, it's quite depressing. quite. he is going home this weekend to see his friends, that should be good for him.

the vagina monologues are this weekend, i think greg and sam and i are going to go. anyone else wanna join? i think we are gunna go on thursday night, cause kody's party is friday night. both of these things make me very excited. i wish jason were around for one or both of them. dah!

RENT in 10 days!!! ME SO EXCITED. YAY!!

that is something to look forward, for sure. FO SHO. and the musical too, ofcourse :)

so yeah, i will be home NEXT weekend for both of those delightful events. and, ofcourse, kels and jules bday party!! HEY HEY!!

so yah, i guess that's about it. got lots of stuff going on tomorrow, and NO NAPS for mary. i gotta run some mega errands, and get some mega work done. prolly be quite busy from now till thursday evening.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY KELLEY B!!!! I LOVE YOU DARLIN. HAVE A GREAT DAY -- I KNOW YOU WILL!! :)

mmk kids, i'm off. take care of yourselves. goodnight.

pray for peace. in all things.

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: check below...nothing has changed

1:07AM - don't you hate when....

....you feel weird, but you don't know why.

....you wanna cry and you wanna laugh at the same time

....you are surrounded by people but feel so alone

....you try so hard to fix things, but it never turns out the way you want it to

....you can't see through the clouds

....you miss the train, every single time

....you know everything and nothing all at the same time

....life feels old

....things happen and you have no control over them

....everyone loves to have you around, but couldn't care less if you weren't

....you hurt or are hurt by those you love the most dearly

....you get all emo on your livejournal instead of just going to bed

Current mood: thoughtful
Current music: just my suite-mates shitty euro pop through the wall

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

12:44PM - ~my promise~

We-
are alive in a world of chaos, the place we call home.
I-
am living in search of tranquility,
just a simple girl asking
You-
the calm in my storm, to love me as i hope you do.
The sun is shining today-
should i take it as a sign?
Will it warm your heart as it does mine?
All i want is happiness
with you i think about it less-
I feel it,
and for that i am blessed.

Katie, thank you for being you. i love you.

Current mood: calm
Current music: i've got to see you again -- norah jones

2:12AM - something to look forward to.....

RENT IN 11 DAYS -- WHO'S EXCITED!?!?!?!?

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